In Kampala we minister to a woman who is named Sarah. Sarah
lives in one of the slums. She takes care of 6 kids and I am honestly not sure
which ones are hers or the neighbors or relatives; it is so hard to tell here
with so many children roaming around. Their home is a one-room, mud walled, tin
roof home. She has been amazing. When we first got to meet her she was so happy
to see us. It was so awesome to see such happiness just because we came to see her.
We made it very clear, when I say we I mean Irene our translator, that we were
there to serve her and for no other reason. And so for the past two months on
Wednesdays we have been going to Sarah’s home and serving her in different
ways. Mostly washing her clothes and dishes, and it has been going amazing.
Even though we don’t speak the same language or understand each other at all
when talk it has been great. We gave her a Bible a few weeks ago and she had
never even owned a bible she had tears in her eyes when she took it from us she
was so excited! And so the last couple of weeks have just been amazing being
around her and seeing how much she has grown. This past Wednesday when we
normally give a word but this time she wanted to share some scripture with us
and give us some truth to chew on. I was so excited to hear what she had to say
because we knew that God had been working in her heart and in her life. She
read the first 2 verses of psalm 122. While I was reading the verse in English, Sarah was reading it in Luganda. Oh, and a side note she could
barely read when we first gave her the bible and now she was reading much
better, and I believe the only way that was possible was through Gods love and
grace. He was teaching her how to read with His Word. But the Psalm is titled
“Let us go to the house of the Lord” and I was not entirely sure where she was
going to go with this message but it was amazing. She shared about how she
knows and is happy about having community. She was happy that we were there,
she is happy about attending womens group, she is happy about her new friends
she is making because of what God is doing in her life. She said that she knows
that she needs the community and has it because of the faith that she has in
God. It was amazing to hear this come from her, just weeks before she could not
really read the bible we had given her, but she told us and promised us that
she was going to work to read it and practice reading it, and she did. Because
of God working in her life she is now able to read better, and get the truth
from His Word. It was just so amazing to see this woman that had not even
really understood God a couple months ago and now because of what God is doing
through His Spirit she is now growing closer to Him and worshiping Him. And I
think the most encouraging part is that she knows it is because of her faith
and no other reason that she is able to read and tell us a lesson from the Bible. She is so encouraging and it is so great to see her grow every week when we
go back! It's really relationships with Ugandans like this that are going to
make going back to the States so difficult. But I am fully believing that God
is going to keep her in community and keep her in His hands.
James 2:22 You see that faith was active along with his works, and faith was completed by his works.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Power of Faith and Prayer
Power of Faith and Prayer
Well to begin I need to say I am sorry for not posting as
frequently as I said I would, I had no idea I would be as busy as I have been
for the past month. The past month I have learned so much about this country,
my faith, and myself. It has been one of the greatest times of my life that I
know I will never forget and I thank you all for supporting me through it.
But last week on Wednesday when we were with our family I
heard a message that is not commonly spoken of in the States. Because we are in
the slums and the people we minister to do not speak English well, we take a
translator with our group and our translator is Irene. Irene fits in so well
with our family, God has been so faithful throughout this summer to provide
Sozo with people that we get along with and connect with so well; it is truly a
testament to his plans for good in our lives. But the previous week I asked
Irene if should would mind sharing some scripture with our family in the
slums next week, and of course she did not mind and she was actually very
excited about being able to do it. I had not gotten in touch with her the few
days leading up to us going to serve our family in the slums and day of going
into the slums we met at the mall near Kabalagala and I asked what she was
going to share and she told me Mark 16:17-18,
And these signs will accompany those who believe: in my name they will cast out
demons; they will speak in tongues; they will pick up serpents with their hands
and if they drink any deadly poison it will not hurt them; they will lay hands
on the sick, and they will recover. Well needless to say I was a little
concerned about what direction this could take knowing we were sharing this with a woman
who had only heard the gospel a limited number of times and had gotten her
first bible 3 weeks before. But I was very confident in Irene and her ability
to share these words effectively. And also I saw that it could be very
influential for Sarah and her friends to hear the word from a fellow Ugandan
and a woman. I did not want her to think that only Mzungus (white people) could
have such a faith but Ugandans can too. And I did not want her to think only
men can have a vast knowledge of the word because in Uganda men are typically
the ones preaching and sharing the gospel which is great but I think for a
woman to hear it from another woman that she can relate to, would be most
effective. So we begin our walk into the slums and I asked Irene if we could
change up things today and share the word with Sarah (our families mom) first
and then wash and do other chores she had for us, and Irene said, “sure that is
not a problem.” So previously we washed
her clothes and did her dishes and then we shared the word which always seemed
to be rushed a little because we would be crunched for time and this time I did
not want it to be that way I wanted Sarah to be able to ask questions and for
us to ask her questions as well about how she was doing and what she had been
reading in her bible we had given her. And then we got to her and we told her
we were going to share the word first this week so she ran and got her friends
from the surrounding homes so they could listen to what we have to say as well.
So now it is Sarah and 3 other women one of which has 2 children with her that
both look pretty malnourished, which is sadly a common sight in the slum. But
we greeted all of them and then Irene began to share the word. When Ugandans
begin to share the word it is so amazing, the tone of their voice changes and
they get a very serious look on their face that is really just a respect that
they have for the scriptures and God and how he works here.
So Irene is sharing the word in Luganda and I have no idea
what she is saying. I can kind of pick out little words here and there but I most
definitely can not put together what she is saying which I was okay with
because the way the women were listening was so great. They all were listening
to every little sound coming out of Irene’s mouth and Irene was getting it she
talked for longer than any of us Mzungus had before and it was amazing to see
the way that they were listening to her. But after Irene was done she gave us a
quick run down in English of what she had said and it was just that through
faith and faith alone that we have this power that God blesses with. And I
asked Irene if there were any questions so she asked the women and Sarah wanted
to know if we could pray over her to heal her cough. And I said of course and
so we prayed over her Irene in Luganda and me and the other group members in English
and it was amazing to do that. It is such a strong practice and real practice
that you never see in the states. We so often run to man to heal things which
is not an evil thing by any means, God has definitely blessed those people with
great minds that can heal sickness but in this place in Africa there is not
that kind of opportunity, yeah sure there is a clinic on every corner it seems
but the people can just not afford that. So we prayed over Sarah and for healing
of her cough and then the woman with the children asked if we could pray over
her daughter Doreen because she had not said any words yet and this girl was
probably 4 years old. And so we asked her mother to comfort her and tell her
what we were going to do and so we placed hands on this tiny framed girl who had
nearly every bone in her body visible because she was so malnourished and the
more we prayed you could tell the more comforted she seemed, you could really
see and feel the spirit come and comfort this girl, it was so amazing.
James 5:13-15. As Americans I think we are missing a huge
part of faith and the power of prayer. Prayer heals. Yes the doctors and nurses
do great works and it may even seem like a miracle at times but they are not
the ones truly doing it, it is God and the Spirit doing these works. It was
just so cool and very humbling to see that all these people had to rely on was
their faith and the faith in God being a God that heals physically as well as
spiritually. He is the One, through faith, that heals. This in an event that will never
leave my mind. It was truly life changing to be a part of and witness.
Me and Haley at Murchison Falls
Saturday, June 16, 2012
God is Love
So much has gone on this past week and I have learned so
much about myself through change and the Holy Spirit working within me. One of
the biggest things that happened this past week is that we (my family) moved
from Sozo house 3 to Sozo house 1. This was so hard to do simply because house
3 had really become my home. I was comfortable in my own room no matter how
small it was. I had my own bathroom, even if there was a gecko and about a
thousand mosquitos in there. It was nice and comfy; it was home. And the
physical things about house 3 were homey but they were not the only things. The
people under that roof were so amazing. I had fallen in love with every single
one of them. Aunty Dora and I were getting along so well we both understood
each other’s sense of humor, which is so great because she is hilarious. And then
Joel, I don’t even know where to even start with Joel, he is one of the
funniest people I have ever met. There was more laughter in the 3 weeks I was
there with Joel than I could have ever expected. He has a sense of the Holy
Spirit like no one I have ever met or even heard speak. He knows when the Holy
Spirit is speaking to him and he communicates it to the people around him so
well. He is really so close with God and
the Spirit more than anyone I have ever met, he is so great. And then leaving
those 4 wonderful boys, Samuel, Ronnie, Daudi, and Wilson, I felt like I was
really a brother to each of them. Matthew 12:50. I knew them each so well, and
it had become so easy to love on each one of them. I realized how much the boys looked up to me
when Samuel took a sharpie and drew a tattoo like mine on his ankle. Though you
could barely see the sharpie because he is so dark, it really made me realize
how much I love them and how much they love me. God is so good. God is love.
Another big moment from my week is the moment that I saw the
woman we had been ministering to in town. It made her seem real, and human. I
guess up until that point we would just go to her home on Wednesdays and wash
her clothes and do her dishes and give a word to this woman who we did love
very much, but I never thought that I would see here in other places out and
about. And seeing her, a familiar face in Kabalagala, was so great. I got to
yell SARAH! HEY! And I think she had just as big smile on her face as I did on
mine. It was just such a real moment, I suppose, that I shared with Sarah. I really
felt like I saw the Spirit in her, and working in her. And her seeing me
allowed her to know that we are there to serve her and the community we are not
just giving her some lousy lip service, but we really are there to love her and
her community. Since we are talking about Sarah, Wednesday when we went to
serve her it was very cool. Well we got there and the interpreter was talking
to her and said she was sad because we got to her house so late, and that she
was scared something had happened to us. She loves us equally if not more than
we love her, and serving her. It is a very special feeling to go into serving
and really not expect anything in return for serving, not because you would not
want anything but because you do not think the family you are serving has
anything to give. Not that I am here to serve to gain something, but I am here
to serve because it is what Christ calls Christians to do... James 1:27. But the more and more I find out about these
wonderful people here in Uganda the more I understand that “things” are not
always physical. Love is something that everyone has to give, may that be love
in Christ's name or not, these people have love and they know how give to love. Even
though sometimes the love may not be from a Christian, it feels so good. I
think many of us in the states could learn from this love that Ugandans have. Even though their motivation of loving may not
be God, God is still working in that love and He created love that all people
share. Ugandans love because it is all they have to give in most cases. It
feels so good to experience and to see this love. The love here is so great and
real. 1 John 3:8 “Anyone who does not love does not know God because God is
love.” God is here in Uganda even though you may not see it because the
“things” that the people have here may not be shiny new or they may have nothing
at all but God is here through love and the Spirit of God is here in this
place.
This is some of the kids at Rays of Hope School praying over their porridge breakfast
1 John 3:11 “Beloved if God so loved us, we also ought to
love one another.”
Friday, June 8, 2012
Who Created God?
Who Created God?
As you all probably know I am in Uganda. I left for Uganda on May 17th and did not get to Uganda until May 18th,
which was a very epic 29 hours of traveling. Someone puked on someone else on
the plane and the plane ride was just ridiculously long. So long that when I
got off the second flight to Amsterdam I felt okay but then as soon as the 3rd
flight started going I just felt like poop. I could not eat, sleep, move too
much or do anything. But it was totally worth it. Uganda is called the Pearl of
Africa and I can really see why. I have never seen such a place, with beautiful
rolling green fields and mountains scattered farms and homes, it is so great
and has really captured my heart. The country is like nothing that I could have
pictured or even imagined in a dream. But anyways back to what I have been
doing The first 5 days I was here I stayed at Sozo House 1 and met some of the
most Godly people I have ever experienced in my life. God has provided some
truly great people, I had never met anyone or spent much time with them but we
all got along so well and so perfectly. The way these people interacted with
the 24 orphans at house one and the way thier heart spilled out during these
interactions it was just so encouraging.
So during the first week I was told that I am going to be a
family leader. And I had no idea what this meant. When I first got my group of
3 girls (there are only 2 full term guy interns) I was not sure what to think
at first. I knew God was going to make it okay but I just was not sure what to
do or think of the people in my family really because I did not know them. I
did not even remember them from the Sozo weekend that the interns had to attend
in February. So the first meeting we get to talk about ourselves to everyone in
the family and tell them just something about us. And that first meeting went
great; God really put our families together perfectly. We all opened up and
shared about ourselves and really put ourselves out there in faith because we
saw that this is going to be our family for the summer. After the first week
needless to say we were so close all of us were like brothers and sisters. It
was very comforting that God put us together so perfectly to bring himself
glory.
While at house 1 I got to experience devotion with the
little children there which was amazing. Every night all the children gather in
the living room and sit in a big circle and we sing and dance while some of the
older boys play drums. It is so African and so great. After the worship one of
the older girls states a prayer topic and everyone prays for that, typically it
is something like give thanks to God for today, and everyone prayers out loud
at the same time. It is so cool to hear English and Lugandan prayers mix and
low voices and high voices all calling out to God. It is so awesome. Then after
prayer one of the interns would read Jesus calling and all the little kids say "we have to do Jesus Is Calling". As one of the interns reads one of the children
that speaks great English will translate into Lugandan for everyone. It is so
awesome when we are worshiping to see the children singing with there eyes
closed and heads looking up really calling out to Jesus from their hearts and
you know what most of them have been through and they still see the need to
praise the God that has brought them to where they are now.
Well, after the first 5 days we interns were getting split
up into different houses, and this kind of made me feel nervous/anxious in a
way. One reason being that I had no clue
where I was going to be placed, I had no idea about the parents at the other 2
houses and all the interns had really grown such a close relationship together
that we did not want to leave one another. But when I found out that I was
going to be placed at house 3, I was even more nervous. House 3 is just a different
house compared to the other 2 houses and mainly the nervousness came from the
locations of house 3. It is in another district and the other 2 houses are in
the same district. And House 3 is on the other side of town from the other 2
houses. But nonetheless this was going to be my home for the next 3ish weeks.
And did God ever turn it into a home for me. At this house there are normally
14 teenage boys that live here but 10 are off at boarding school and that
leaves 4 at the house. Their names are Daudi (Lugandan for David) Samuel,
Ronald (Ronnie), and Wilson. At first the boys were very shy but man have they
opened up. God has really blessed us here at house 3 with such an awesome group
of boys. They have such good hearts and all of them really love the Lord and
love hanging out with the Mzungus (white person in Lugandan). And one of the
biggest blessings to me while I have been in Uganda was meeting Saka Joel. Joel
is the headmaster of the Rays of Hope School on the edge of the slums. He has a
spirit like no one else I have ever experienced. His laughter is so great and big
for such a small guy. And his heart for the country of Uganda and for the
children there is remarkable. He has really become one of my best friends, we
laugh so much that you would think we were little kids. He is has such a heart
like Christ, more so than I have ever seen in anyone before. He has such a
child like faith for a grown man, he lives and breathes from the Word and
really longs for the Spirit to guide him. He lives on every word that comes
from God. I can’t really describe how wise he is in Christ; it is so great. Gods
provision in the people he has surrounded me with has been remarkable. He has
really shown me that He is the provider.
So the past few weeks have gone on a schedule. Mondays are our “off” day. This is the day that we, the interns, can do what ever really. The
first off day we just chilled at our house, and got to know each other more now
that we were on our own. And the second off day, which was this week we went to
feed the monkeys at the botanical gardens in Entebbe. Which was amazing. It was
so beautiful and the monkeys would come up and take bananas right from your
hand. Then Tuesday is the day that house 3 gets to go to Rays of Hope on our
own. It is where the girls teach and I do some kind of construction work. The
first Tuesday I cut some boards for doors to the latrine and the second Tuesday
I got to paint the outside of one of the buildings. Wednesday we are at Rays of
Hope again, this time all the interns are there and this is the time we use to
meet with the family we are serving in the slum. The slum is something like you
would never find in America. There is no running water at houses, you have to
carry jugs to different community water areas. Also, there is no sewage system,
it's either a latrine or there is a series of ditches throughout that take
away rain run off, sewage and trash. The people mostly live in 1 room houses
some with concrete floors, mostly with dirt floors. They just don’t have much of
anything. The family we got assigned to serve the first time was
great. Me and another girl in our group told the interpreter to gather some of
the women hanging and tell them that we have a word for them. So we got like 4
or 5 women gathered around and I sat on the ground because I wanted it not to
seem like I was talking down to them or that I was better than them and I told
them why we were there: to serve them just as Jesus came to serve us, like it
says in Matthew 20:28. And then I shared some of Deuteronomy 8 and just told
them about how God is a provider, spiritually and physically. This went so
well. I am so excited to see what God is going to do to us through this family
because he always uses the least of these. Also Wednesday we have started a
men’s group for men in the slums to come and discuss the word, hear the word,
and have an opportunity to grow. This is
where my title comes from, because the first question of the group was “Who
created God?” I had never even thought about this. I just thought that He was.
And there is no questioning that. But this lead the
discussion to talk about how faith is such a necessity to worshiping fully and
really showing that you are relying on God. It is by faith that we draw nearer
to God Hebrews 11. Without faith it is impossible, everything is impossible,
you have to have faith. The men’s group is another thing that is so exciting
and God is really blessing us with it. Thursday’s are field days for Rays of
Hope. We take about 150 kids a few miles down the road to a soccer field and
have a huge field day with them. This is as organized as possible and is so
much fun to watch the kids run and laugh and smile! Then Fridays we stay home
at house 3 and help Aunty Dora clean some. This is a good day for some rest and
recovery. Saturday is a day that we help tutor the boys and we just get to hang
out with everyone as a family. Then Sunday we go to church, this is always
exciting. Last Sunday we went with the boys to a traditional African church and
we were there for 3 ½ hours. It was ridiculous. So much singing and dancing and
yelling. But that is what most of the
weeks consist of while I am here.
God has matured me so much in just the little bit of time
that I have already been here, and taught me so many different things. One of
the main things is just the importance of worship. Just really sitting down and
maybe not dancing and singing but telling Him thanks and showing Him how much
he means to you. God loves hearing our praises. Psalm 106: "Praise the Lord! Oh
give thanks to the Lord for He is good, for His steadfast love endures forever!" Another is just the power of prayer. I have really loved praying the prayer in
Ephesians 3:14 it is just a prayer of spiritual strength. Just to praying and
seeing those prayers so perfectly answered for my own good and for His glory.
It is so rewarding and you feel so loved when you see this. Also just how we
are all one body. We are all on the same mission no matter how different we
look, or how different we act we are all here to work together for the same
God, and His glory. Another key lesson
he has really spoken to me is the importance of faith. And how much of what we
do is all in faith. The men in the Old Testament that you read about all
stepped out into faith and really knew that God was going to provide. And in
the days prior to Jesus being crucified, he knew what he had to do. He had
faith that his death would be the ultimate sacrifice so that Christians after
him would be able to experience Heaven.
And lastly, I would like to apologize for the time it took for me to post this blog. I know you all will understand that I have been busy with different things while I have been here! I also feel the need to apologize for the length of this blog!!! And thank you all so much for the prayers of strength and safety for me while I have been here! It is so important and crucial to being effective here that we all stay safe and healthy. These prayers have for sure been answered and will continue to be answered. Thank you all. And I love you all very much.
This is the house 3 family after church on Sunday: Samuel, Katie, Daudi, Me, Amanda, Ronny, Christina and Wilson.
Thank you all again so much none of this would have been possible with out y'alls prayers and support!
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Prayer Topics
I am now hours away from leaving for Uganda. And to be
completely honest it does not feel that real yet. I thought for sure that I
would be nervous or have some knot in my stomach, something that would make
this feel real, but there is nothing yet! The only feeling is disbelief that I
am going to Uganda. In this post I just
want to give everyone a few different topics of prayer that I will need for the
entirety of the summer. These are just a couple topics that I would love for
you guys to prayer for but please do not limit your prayers to these things.
1)
Walk In Love. Ephesians 5:2. “And walk in love, as Christ loved us and
gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice.” To do this all the
time anywhere is tough. I know personally to love people is tough, they make decisions
that I don’t agree with and I am supposed to love them? Love is so much more
than like! This is and will be one of
the toughest things that I feel I will have to do while I am there. I also am
going to be pouring out so much for the children and I will still have to love
the brothers and sisters I am serving with. Prayers that Ephesians 5:2 will be
evident and active in my life, and that I will be loving the people I am with
much like Christ loved us.
2)
Do not be
anxious/Do not fear. Matthew 10:16-23. Persecution is going to happen.
Jesus says here that he is sending you (disciples) out in the midst of wolves.
I am going to be in a part of the world where voodoo and devil worship is
something real. I will need prayers that I will know when this persecution is
coming and that I will be patient in my response and not anxious scrambling for
words because they will come. 19-20 “Do not be anxious how you will speak or
what you are to say for what you are to say will be given to you in that hour.
For it is now you speak but the Spirit of your father speaking through you”. I
want to be capable of allowing the Spirit to speak through me in the midst of
these persecutions. The second part of this is that I do not fear in these
moments of tribulation. Please pray that I will not have fear or anxiety during
times of tribulation while in Uganda.
3)
Patience. James
5:7-11. Anyone who knows me well knows how patient I am, and they also know how
sarcastic I can be. Patience is not something that comes naturally to me but it
is something that I know I have got to work on and it is something I know will
be tested this summer. And by Gods grace alone I think I have matured in the
amount of patience I have. So, I ask you guys to pray that I am patient with
people, kids, friends, family, and communication. All of these different things
are going to be difficult at times, but I have got to patient. “Do not grumble
against one another brothers, so that you may not be judged…” Being impatient
is just going to lead to judging and grumbling which will lead to an
opportunity for the devil to take hold in my life which I can not have while I
am there or anywhere for that matter.
4)
Be thankful. 2
Thessalonians 2:13-15. Going into a
place where worldly things are not abundant. Knowing that I am excited to see
the children and the abundance of Christ in them. I am excited for the
encouragement from that and the love that they show because of that. But with
everything I am going to be going through, thick and thin, I know that I need
to be thankful in all of it. “But we ought always to give thanks to God for
you, brothers beloved by the Lord, because God chose you as the firstfruits to
be saved.” We are chosen, God picked us to be saved I should be thankful for it
no matter where I am I should be thankful.
Again guys please do not limit your prayers to just these
couple of topics. If you feel I need prayers for other things while I am there
please do so. With the topics I have
listed I will do a post toward the end of the summer about how all these things
were addressed and answered throughout my summer.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
2 Corinthians 5:17
First post, this is pretty exciting. Everything about this post and blog is just crazy to think about. Little did I know that I would be creating a blog to be posted on Sozo Childrens web page when I became a Christian. I am just going to make this first post about me and when I became a Christian and significant events that have led me here to this post.
Well first things first I was born on December 15, 1990. Then I grew up in the church with two of the most amazing parents any human being on Earth could have ever asked for. I really loved my life. I could not have had one complaint other than super minor stuff that I can't think of at the moment so life was peachy just peachy.
Then In 2009, my senior my year, life really got rocked turned upside down and then shook really hard and then put into a blender. I had just finished my first semester of Senior year and was on top of the world or what I thought was "world". And most people who know me or my family know this, but in January my sister died from a brain aneurism. And thats where life stopped really for me. I went on to graduate high school and then went to LaGrange College to play football, but never really moved on or made a true attempt to.
A lot of sin had taken hold in my from this great event that happened to me. I had been leaning on anything that I thought could hold me up, none of these things being God of course. I really just had no knowledge of God and his justness and how he had real control in my life. I really just became down right depressed from my sisters passing and really not knowing how to handle it, but really who does? The only thing I really knew how to do and do well was to play football and a week before I went to LaGrange to play I totally jacked up my ankle which lead to me not really being able to perform in football so at this point in life anything I tried to lean on continued to fall out from under me, which really sucked.
So I come home from school for winter break and at this point I had already decided that I was not going to be going back to LaGrange and so I had applied to GGC got accepted and was not really happy about it but I was home and just going to see where life was leading to next. Then sometime in late December Seth Brown (hope its cool to name drop on here) texts me asking me if I wanted to go to a Church conference with him. And to be honest I did not want to go, I just felt as if I was just going to be able to just grind it out and make it through this "conference". Well this "conference" turned out to be Passion 2010. I had never heard of Passion before this moment in my life nor did I know that there were 20,000 college age Christians in the world much less ones that wanted to come to Atlanta.
I don't know if I could ever describe the way I felt in Philips Arena. The only word that comes to mind is denseness. Though I don't know many descriptive words. But a denseness that is so indescribable so heavy but comforting so crazy! Its like the Holy Spirit was sitting on top of me but in a comfort hug kind of way (clearly not good with words). It was emotionally, spiritually, physically, overwhelming I had never experienced God in this way before in my life. This is when I became a Christian undoubtably.
Now after really seeing God and feeling the Holy Spirit I went to this thing called a family group. This is a "small" room of about 1,000 college students all jacked and excited about Jesus, and what the Holy Spirit is doing and I'm just trying to find someone that looks I can relate to. So I introduce myself to some guys and then one thing leads to another and I formed a family group with them. At this point I am so overwhelmed by what is happening in my heart and in my life and what I just sat through that I am just going with what ever happens next. Well I get elected family leader, which is just ridiculous considering we had one guy who was in seminary another who worked at a Christian radio station and I was the youngest by I think two years everyone was way more qualified to lead than me, but God had is hand in this and it was perfect.
After Passion I was just stoked about life and Jesus and how it all worked together. 2 Cor. 5:17 is so apparent in my life (as it should be) . God really brought in a new me, and it was so great. Well I continued going to college at GGC for the semester and at the same time I visited Seth Brown just about any day I had extra free time because I just wanted to grow and had just a true thirst and hunger for the word and faith and works and everything. I mean life was just so different to me know than before. So a couple months after Passion I feel like I just need to get in touch with Allen, who was in my group at Passion, and I really feel like God is just wanting me to check on him and let him know what I had going on and just see what he is up to. And at this point I really felt called to do missions and just felt like God was telling me to go to Africa. And I was so trusting in this. So I e-mailed Allen and just said hey and stuff and he responded saying how he had felt such a similar calling and since passion he had stopped working at the radio station he worked at and was planning on leaving for Uganda for a few months. I was blown away. This seemed so unreal that I randomly track down his e-mail address and e-mail him where I felt like God was calling me and his was the same.
After following Allen on his trip to Uganda and seeing that he and Jay had gone to Uganda and seen this huge need for a legitimate orphanage, so they started one. They eventually started this organization called Sozo with some help from other people in Birmingham. They started this orphanage that was so needed to take in this children that were not being cared. Now I was left feeling that I needed to get involved with this I had to act on this wonderful opportunity and calling that was in my life.
So now I am here in class writing this blog that Sozo is asking me to create because I am interning for them this summer. I am beyond excited for this, this is what God has placed on my heart for me to do. He has called me to do this. I am going to combine my faith with works in Uganda. Needless to say, I kept in touch with Allen and other people at Sozo and they kept in touch with me and now they have given me the opportunity to work as an intern with them. The timing of this is so perfect, I am now a junior going on to my senior year of college which allows me to receive 3 hours of school credit for this internship. Which is awesome because I need an extra management elective to graduate on time. After a training weekend at SIFAT (missionary training place, pretty sweet I encourage anyone to check it out) in February. I found out the amount I would have to raise to go on this internship. I can't lie, at first I was slightly overwhelmed from this cost but I knew God would provide. Mat. 6:25. This verse gave me comfort in raising my support I knew he would provide. And wow he blew me away with his compassion, I can not tell in words about how overwhelming and shocked I was about the ease of raising my support. I never could have thought that it would come with such ease. Now I am here fully supported two months later. Thank you to all my supporters you guys with have made it possible for me to take part on my calling. Thank you all so very much. Now I am less than one month out and am so excited for this opportunity and blessing.
Thank You Everyone
In class.
Well first things first I was born on December 15, 1990. Then I grew up in the church with two of the most amazing parents any human being on Earth could have ever asked for. I really loved my life. I could not have had one complaint other than super minor stuff that I can't think of at the moment so life was peachy just peachy.
Then In 2009, my senior my year, life really got rocked turned upside down and then shook really hard and then put into a blender. I had just finished my first semester of Senior year and was on top of the world or what I thought was "world". And most people who know me or my family know this, but in January my sister died from a brain aneurism. And thats where life stopped really for me. I went on to graduate high school and then went to LaGrange College to play football, but never really moved on or made a true attempt to.
A lot of sin had taken hold in my from this great event that happened to me. I had been leaning on anything that I thought could hold me up, none of these things being God of course. I really just had no knowledge of God and his justness and how he had real control in my life. I really just became down right depressed from my sisters passing and really not knowing how to handle it, but really who does? The only thing I really knew how to do and do well was to play football and a week before I went to LaGrange to play I totally jacked up my ankle which lead to me not really being able to perform in football so at this point in life anything I tried to lean on continued to fall out from under me, which really sucked.
So I come home from school for winter break and at this point I had already decided that I was not going to be going back to LaGrange and so I had applied to GGC got accepted and was not really happy about it but I was home and just going to see where life was leading to next. Then sometime in late December Seth Brown (hope its cool to name drop on here) texts me asking me if I wanted to go to a Church conference with him. And to be honest I did not want to go, I just felt as if I was just going to be able to just grind it out and make it through this "conference". Well this "conference" turned out to be Passion 2010. I had never heard of Passion before this moment in my life nor did I know that there were 20,000 college age Christians in the world much less ones that wanted to come to Atlanta.
I don't know if I could ever describe the way I felt in Philips Arena. The only word that comes to mind is denseness. Though I don't know many descriptive words. But a denseness that is so indescribable so heavy but comforting so crazy! Its like the Holy Spirit was sitting on top of me but in a comfort hug kind of way (clearly not good with words). It was emotionally, spiritually, physically, overwhelming I had never experienced God in this way before in my life. This is when I became a Christian undoubtably.
Now after really seeing God and feeling the Holy Spirit I went to this thing called a family group. This is a "small" room of about 1,000 college students all jacked and excited about Jesus, and what the Holy Spirit is doing and I'm just trying to find someone that looks I can relate to. So I introduce myself to some guys and then one thing leads to another and I formed a family group with them. At this point I am so overwhelmed by what is happening in my heart and in my life and what I just sat through that I am just going with what ever happens next. Well I get elected family leader, which is just ridiculous considering we had one guy who was in seminary another who worked at a Christian radio station and I was the youngest by I think two years everyone was way more qualified to lead than me, but God had is hand in this and it was perfect.
After Passion I was just stoked about life and Jesus and how it all worked together. 2 Cor. 5:17 is so apparent in my life (as it should be) . God really brought in a new me, and it was so great. Well I continued going to college at GGC for the semester and at the same time I visited Seth Brown just about any day I had extra free time because I just wanted to grow and had just a true thirst and hunger for the word and faith and works and everything. I mean life was just so different to me know than before. So a couple months after Passion I feel like I just need to get in touch with Allen, who was in my group at Passion, and I really feel like God is just wanting me to check on him and let him know what I had going on and just see what he is up to. And at this point I really felt called to do missions and just felt like God was telling me to go to Africa. And I was so trusting in this. So I e-mailed Allen and just said hey and stuff and he responded saying how he had felt such a similar calling and since passion he had stopped working at the radio station he worked at and was planning on leaving for Uganda for a few months. I was blown away. This seemed so unreal that I randomly track down his e-mail address and e-mail him where I felt like God was calling me and his was the same.
After following Allen on his trip to Uganda and seeing that he and Jay had gone to Uganda and seen this huge need for a legitimate orphanage, so they started one. They eventually started this organization called Sozo with some help from other people in Birmingham. They started this orphanage that was so needed to take in this children that were not being cared. Now I was left feeling that I needed to get involved with this I had to act on this wonderful opportunity and calling that was in my life.
So now I am here in class writing this blog that Sozo is asking me to create because I am interning for them this summer. I am beyond excited for this, this is what God has placed on my heart for me to do. He has called me to do this. I am going to combine my faith with works in Uganda. Needless to say, I kept in touch with Allen and other people at Sozo and they kept in touch with me and now they have given me the opportunity to work as an intern with them. The timing of this is so perfect, I am now a junior going on to my senior year of college which allows me to receive 3 hours of school credit for this internship. Which is awesome because I need an extra management elective to graduate on time. After a training weekend at SIFAT (missionary training place, pretty sweet I encourage anyone to check it out) in February. I found out the amount I would have to raise to go on this internship. I can't lie, at first I was slightly overwhelmed from this cost but I knew God would provide. Mat. 6:25. This verse gave me comfort in raising my support I knew he would provide. And wow he blew me away with his compassion, I can not tell in words about how overwhelming and shocked I was about the ease of raising my support. I never could have thought that it would come with such ease. Now I am here fully supported two months later. Thank you to all my supporters you guys with have made it possible for me to take part on my calling. Thank you all so very much. Now I am less than one month out and am so excited for this opportunity and blessing.
Thank You Everyone
In class.
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